The Truth of Diabetes, The Conflict of Resistance & Revulsion

By: Jean-Paul (JP) Damien Mathiot

When we speak of Diabetes, we are not speaking of a random malfunction of the body.

We are speaking of a biological drama, a sacred conflict of resistance and revulsion, played out in the ancient intelligence of our tissues.

The Conflict: Fear-Resistance or Fear-Revulsion

At the heart of every diabetic process lies a fear conflict, the moment where life itself feels like a force coming straight at you, demanding something you cannot or will not do.

Depending on if the person is right-handed or left-handed, there are two primal directions this can take:

Fear-Resistance

“I don’t want to do this!”

“I must resist this danger, I must hold my ground, I must defend myself, but I can’t.”

This is the conflict of being forced into a position, trapped, pressured, or cornered, where one must act but feels powerless to push back.

The body, in its infinite wisdom, prepares for the fight that never happens, it withholds insulin to keep the blood rich in sugar, the most immediate fuel for muscle strength.

It is not disease, it is readiness.

Fear-Revulsion

“I can’t bring myself to do this!”

“It’s right in front of me, too close, too overwhelming, too disgusting, I want it away from me!”

Here we see the revulsion response, an overpowering desire to push something away, to reject it utterly.

The body again heightens the glucose level, empowering the extensor muscles, the very ones we use to push things away, to keep the threat at a distance.

Gestational Diabetes?

The same program, but magnified through the profound instinct of the mother, resisting or recoiling from a situation she cannot avoid while carrying new life within her.

The Conflict-Active Phase (CA Phase)

During the active phase, blood sugar rises.

The insulin centre, the body’s glucose gatekeeper, steps back.

Why?

To ensure there is enough fuel in the bloodstream for immediate muscular response.

To resist. To push away. To survive.

Type 1 often appears in youth, early conflicts of resistance.

Type 2 tends to emerge later, long-standing emotional or situational “entrapments,” the chronic need to resist without resolution.

The body holds the glucose like a soldier gripping his weapon, waiting for the right moment to act.

The Healing Phase

When the conflict resolves, when one no longer needs to fight, resist, or recoil, the body releases its hold.

The insulin floods back, drawing sugar rapidly into the muscles.

Now the blood sugar drops, sometimes too far, too fast. Hypoglycemia.

The danger of coma is the price of sudden peace.

At the Epileptoid Crisis (EC), the brief storm before calm, blood sugar may spike again, then settle as balance returns.

And what of the sweet, pungent smell of urine?

That is the overflow, the excess glucose leaving the blood as the program completes its course.

Frequent urination, especially at night, marks the body’s effort to cleanse and restore equilibrium.

The Biological Purpose

What medicine calls “Diabetes” is not an error.

It is an ancient, biologically meaningful adaptation, a way for the organism to gather strength when facing what feels impossible to face.

The body says:

“If I must resist, I’ll have the strength to resist.”

“If I must push away, I’ll have the power to push away.”

And when peace finally comes, the sugars flow back into the muscles, the readiness dissolves,

and the body rests, having done exactly what it was designed to do.

In Essence

- Conflict: Fear-resistance (RH) or Fear-revulsion (LH)

- Theme: “I don’t want to / I can’t bring myself to do this.”

- CA Phase: Blood sugar rises (Insulin held back)

- Purpose: Strengthen muscles for fight or repulsion

- Healing: Sugar rushes into muscles = Hypoglycemia risk

- Sign: Sweet-smelling urine, frequent urination

- Resolution: Conflict released, blood sugar normalizes

Diabetes is not a curse, it is a message, a biological masterpiece revealing where the soul has wrestled with fear, resistance, and revulsion.

To heal is not merely to normalize sugar, but to understand what one has been forced to face

and to finally step beyond the threshold of resistance into peace, acceptance, and trust in life itself.